The Girl.
Rachel Magdalene Wong.
Fab Fourteen.
4th March.
SAC-ian.
Pisces.
Many LOVES ;

The Loves.
; dancing
; vainpotting
; shopping
; reading
; sleeping
; music
; glamness
most importantly,
THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE.
FRIENDS & FAMILY. <3

The Wishes. <3
For HAPPINESS.
$$$$.
camera.
ipod nano.
new GUESS wallet.
shopping.
those adidas sneakers.
paris hilton perfume.
britney spears curious.
that GUESS watch.
anna sui eye palette.
vainpot stuff.
more TIME.
more SLEEP.
more SMILES.
go to bangkok for shopping, sydney to visit family and shopping, all over europe to sightsee and japan to shop and see.
and most importantly, for all my loved ones to be HAPPY!

Talk About Love.




The Lovelies. <3
Alicia!
Angelina!
Ariel!
Ariel and Rivy!
Audrey!
Aurelia!
Bernice!
Cheri!
Chris!
ChloeTOFU!
Chloe!
Celeste!
Darlene!
Debi!
Hannah!
Glenda!
Illiana!
Inez!
Jamie!
Janice!
Joann!
JoniYEO!
Joel!
Keisha!
Lisa!
Louisa!
Melanie!
NattyBOO!
Natasha!
Nicole!
Noelle!
Olivia!
Paula!
Petrina!
Pris Foo!
Phyllis!
SamStone!
SamCHAN!
Samantha!
Sandra Wang!
Sandra!
Sarah!
Sarah Chan!
Sherilyn!
Sheryl!
Teresa!
Tingwen!
Valerie!
Vanessa!
Vanjill!
Xiner!
Xueting!
Yeyeng!
Zain!

The Memories.
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007

Credits.
picture : one
brushes : one two
pattern : one
designer : sweet_surrender
others : blogger blogskins

Monday, April 30, 2007

HELLOOOOOOOOO (:
well i haven't updated in super long!
hmm lets seeeeeeee.
today was the first two papers for mid years,
and it was alright,not bad actually!
i'm like listening to 'tonight' by fm static and its super nice. ((((:
"tonight i'm falling and i can't get up;
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
and every night i miss you,i can just look up.
and know the stars are holding you,
holding you holding you tonight."
spent today at the airport,studyinggggggggg!
haha it was really quite fun though,and i got my pennnn(:
janice and emily and phyllis makes me laugh.
thanks for the day, sweeties (:
nicole and alicia were there too, for awhile!
tmr i'm going to bk again. with even more people!
hahaha i don't know how to study with many people!
well modern dance got a GOLD.
it wasn't exactly the best we could've done..
but we did it already,so i guess we should be happy with it.
however,there were a seious amount of tears on thursday.
it wasn't just the results, it was how the seniors are leaving.
)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))));
booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
i don't want them to go,i'll miss them like hell loadsss!
thank you seniors,for everything.I LOVE YOU.(:
and i'm thankful that i got to dance with such great dancers,
and even though we got a gold,we'll do even better nxt time,okay dancers?! (:
wellllls. i'm mugging real hard for exams now.
i haven't touched the computer in suuuuuper long.
so i don't think i'll be touching it more than twice weeek.
soooorry. (:
well tmr's airport and such. and i'll be doing SCIENCE and MATHS and HISTORY.
not that many people wanna know, but yeah (:
to grandma,in heaven:
rest in peace, mama. (:
i'll be good!
funny how life is so fragile.
i'll cherish it.
(:
much love, rachel (:

not today;
12:31 PM;

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

I should let it out, it's time to let you go.

i can't let you go;
when i keep wondering;
where are you now?
what have you found?
where is your heart;
when i'm not around?
where are you now?
you gotta let me know;
tell me, so i can let you go.

i can hear your voice
the ring of yesterday
it seems so close to me
but yet so far away

lullabies and goodbyes. (:

not today;
8:55 AM;


i'm taking a break from studying now, my head's throbbing!
stupid headaches.
well anyway school went great today.
i'm glad to have all these people around me.
I LOVE YOU TWO SEVEN!
haha alrights, and i love my modern dancers too of course. ((:
i miss ballet. sigh.
tmr is the results day for us!
exciting exciting.
i hope we'll do well. (:
thats it. back to history!
i have maths tuition. BOO. ):
well okay thats all.
love rachel (:

"when i said go, i never meant away."

not today;
8:07 AM;

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

hellooo!
well yesterday was syf!
comments were that it went great, so i hope the results will be just as great.
someone said it was the most 'outstanding' performance that day, so yay!
our new principal is impressed, so thats a good thing. (:
results are on thursday/ please please please, let it be gold w/ honours. (:
i'll be a good girl!
make up was horrible to clean off though!
my eyes were swollen after rubbing them to get rid of the mascara and eyeliner.
gosh. it was really uber painful.
okay anyway, i could feel everyone dancing together, and it felt so great that all our hard work was finally paying off- in that 5 minutes when we were on stage.
i was glad we practiced in the hall, where my classmates were. oh i missed them so!!
i got my good lucks, and off we went to nus.
seeing the other schools, some on pointe.. it was scary.
then someone asked us, 'what school are you from?'
and when we said 'st. anthony's', they actually went
'wow, they're like super good!'
or smth along those lines. well of course our heads started swelling! hahaha but then we remained humble! (:
and went and did our thing.
it was sucha wonderful experience. and i thank miss ong for all the scoldings.
and i'm thankful for the tears and laughter, and having all those dancers around me!
now its preparation for mid year exams.. so i guess i'll only use the com like twice a week!
so i can spend time studying. maths tuition will have to be like everyday!
went for lunch at tm with a biggg group of people today. haha it was fun!
well okay thats all! i'll update as soon as possible! (:
I LOVE MODERN DANCE.
I LOVE TWO SEVEN. (though they seem like they LOOOVE bullying me. wake me up one more time and i shan't buy you all chips anymore! and stop sticking ugly faces on my back!)
tomorrow's another day, and i hope it'll be better than today.
THREE DAYS TO GETTING MY PHONE BACK! oh friday, please come quickly!
love rachel (:

not today;
2:21 PM;

Sunday, April 22, 2007

HELLO!
haha i'm damn high now la.
okay whatever to me.
anyway tomorrow's the BIG DAY!
i've packed my make up, and costume.
and sweater and sweets and the stuff or graduating seniors. (:
well, lets seeeeee.
today was kinda boring.
didn't go for ballet, don't wanna ache tmr.
then i got my thingy, which sucks!
haha okay whatever.
then i bought two new tops from esprit, cos sadly topshop didn't have anything!
mass was okay. glad i saw the idiots in church. missed them alot. (:
well dancers, tomorrow's the day we've been working so hard for!
gold with honours is our favourite colour, and remember, WE'RE METEORITES!
oh yeah. to those who don't know why we're meteorites, its the name of the dance and we're supposed to be meteorites. so anyway then i searched meteorites online and here's an example.


RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT.
we're rocks.
hahaha so we rock!
ohmygosh whatever to me.
haha i'm so lame,
okay gtg!
alrights thats it!
back to studying. exams are too soon!
love rachel (:

not today;
9:21 AM;

Saturday, April 21, 2007

HEY HEY (:
i am happy happy today.
went out with sheryl,
we studied ALOT!
and of course, walked and shopped abit to unwind, (:
i'm glad i practiced maths and finishes my homework today.
didn't go to church, but its like monday's syf, and then i only have 4 days
of school till exams.
sheryl is super fun to go out with! (:
thank you pretty for everything! (:
haha well met her at like 9 am in the morning!
around there, then off to have breakfast at macs.
studied there till library opened at 11am.
then continued studying at the library till 2?
met her mum and off to eat dim sum! (:
her mummy's super funny and nice la!
haha well then sheryl and me went to tampines to get make up.
tmr i'm getting mine, (:
then we went back to the library at pasir ris and continued studying till bout 6?
bought bubble tea and went to her place!
i love her room la. super nice. (:
haha then we set up her new webcam and now i want oneeee!
daddy said yes, so yay!
haha it was super fun. thennndaddy picked me up and i'm home now!
tmr there's church, not going for ballet though.
shopping maybe (:
haha okay i'm offffffffff!
PLEASE DO PRAY FOR MY SYF.
the dance is neater, and i believe modern dancers can do it. (:
i'll miss you all, dear seniors!
please come back and visit. LOVE YOUUUUU!
exams are really soon. sigh.
alrightys thats it!
love rachel (:

not today;
1:10 PM;

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

hello!
well today was good.
haha i am aching, and i think i pulled two muscles.
i thought it was one earlier, so yah. NVM!
ummmms. school as usual today!
i was uberrrr tired.
and had dance test too.
it went alright lah. miss kate is starting to get scary.
sometimes shes so nice, and others she mean.
haha my hair in school is so spastic now!
i tied two pigtails, and then now its plaits to the side.
thanks to heidi (:
ummmm nothing much to say right now,
tmr will be tiring.
and i am done with art, now whats left is lit. (:
talking to emilia now. she better say she likes my retardedness, if not i'll kill her. (:
love rachel (:


i miss the old you quite terribly.
i wonder what we'll become now.
you've changed;

not today;
12:46 PM;

Monday, April 16, 2007

hello hello!
today was a good day.
yay. (: i'm tired but not emotionally.
haha my muscles are aching but whatever.
syf in 7 days!
i'm gonna work hard and shut my mouth.
no more playing. (:
thanks to the seniors who helped me! i love you!
hmm there's nothing else, except i'm damn busy this week.
monday - cca
tuesday - nothing. ((:
wednesday - cca
thursday - cca and ballet
friday - cca and tuition
wowwwwwwwwww. haha okay thats it.
i'm off to chat and all!
dinner at 85 with them was fun. i love milo bing!
haha okay,
love rachel (:

not today;
2:09 PM;

Sunday, April 15, 2007

today is my 240th post.
woow.
haha okay well today was boring.
didn't go to church, cos i woke up with UBER ACHING MUSCLES.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my thighs are aching VERY BADLY.
but went for ballet, stretched and it got better.
haha then walked around with all the ballet people to catch up,
then came home.
i wanna rest.. my legs are like super painful.
now talking to some ppl on msn.
i REALLY REGRET NOT GOING TO CHURCH AND NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE YOUKNOWWHO.
okay whatever to me.
nxt sunday is a MUST GO. (:
righttttt so thats it!
tmr is cca. syf in 8 days. OHMYGOSH.
bette work hard during cca!
love rachel (:

not today;
9:53 AM;

Saturday, April 14, 2007

friendster has gone crazy!
i have to have a limit of how many testimonials i can send?!?!?!?!
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
okay. nvm. anyway i shall reply everyone tmr! (:
ummm today was uber tiring.
woke up at 6am. got ready for 2.4 run..
the run went okay, i ran very slowly though, i think abt 15 mins plus. according to my watch anyway! well then i cabbed back with henny and i shall not tell the story of our silly cab ride cos its horribly stupid. but also very funny!
haha okay got home and ate, then watched mr world on star world.
mr world brazil is hotness! (((((((((:
okay well then i got ready for church, and met illi and sam when they picked me up in a cab and then off to church!
had class and all then mass.
and after mass, had dinner tooo. opp church. that golden pillow thing. its quite yummy!
bused back halfway with boon and damien, then was alone the rest of the ride.
daddy picked me up from the bus stop being very anal abt me being out after like 8pm.
then here i am!
oh i ate a banana earlier. YAY (:
haha okay off i go, tmr there's ballet and church.
TIRING! k then,
love rachel (:

not today;
1:35 PM;

Friday, April 13, 2007

i got home from school not long agoo..
bused with geraldine. haha she is damn nonsense lah.
anyway, came home and ate and i am planning to sleep after hanging the clothes.
i have a bad headache!
haha my mum's back is injured so i gotta help her with chores.
but its okay! help me burn fat. (:
today was interesting! (:
haha morning started badly cos i didn't get to eat a banana.
so i was very tired today. bananas make me untired!
well after that they announced that we have a new principal and everything.
she's coming on monday so yes. umm not much after that, recess was fun.
i kept indian dancing but everyone was like laughing at me then they told me i was annoying.
but its okay, cos i like indian dancing! its fun-ner cos there's no funny painful movements we do in modern dance!
right.. anyway! we had science. and i touched a condom.. EW. it was damn slimyyy. gross!
haha it can stretch alot! i was quite amused. haha!
okay well then after that we had chinese where most of us innied-minnied-mo-ed all the way through our test.
thats it! i can't go to friendster or yahoo mail! my computer's crazy.
okay tmr there's 2.4 run, so i'll have to have my red bull in the morning. (:
then there's church and all.. so tmr will be a fun day!
till tomorrow!
love rachel (:

not today;
7:48 AM;

Thursday, April 12, 2007

omg i actually cut my own fringe and now it looks sooo cacat.
okay. anywayyyyy today was an okay-ish day.
tiring of course! hahaha are my days ever not tiring?
well woke up earlier today, around 5.55!
haha nowadays i wake up so late. like 6.10am.
explains my eyebags, which look like an animal we all know!
the pandaaaaaa. ok i think i'm abit off, i feel slightly high for some reason. (:
haha well school was fine. watched angklung. it was gooooood! haha the movements are sooooo cute! sam didn't move though.
but anyway sammmmm cheer up okay, sammmshine. (:
haha okay well before recess, we actually changed the class clock time to like 15 mins faster.
then we got 10 mins early recesss!!!! haha but got caught anyway. so yeh.
teacher wasn't angry, though i guess a little disappointed? i feel bad.
lessons as usual after recess, and then i had a little headache, so slept after finishing my science paper. i didn't sleep during math!! wheeeee! haha and i do get elimination and substituition. (:
after school, ate with natasha,cammie,chloe and felly then off to drama room for warm ups and everything.
our costumes are here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ((((((((((((((((((((:
but my stomach is seriously, uber uber uber fat. )))))))))))))))))))))):
well we danced with costumes and everything and nxt week, we'll have full dress.
makeup, costumes and hair! haha exciting yes! :D
after cca, ate with vanessa garnell, melly and nattie at 85.
was yummy. i didn't get to eat chicken wings. ):
nxt time then!
okay i'm offfffff. my shoulder is aching again.
and 2.4km ruuuuuun is real soon! i need my red bull, please. :)
i'm off now. till nxt timeeeeeee!
love rachel (:

dear friends, thank you for being a friend. i love you! (haaa just felt like saying thanks. :))

not today;
2:21 PM;

Monday, April 09, 2007

bleah blah bloooo!
hahaha i am happy today.
school was very tiring though.
started with syf preview for the sec thres, it was slightly messy/
stressed!!!!
syf is in 14 days.
mid years in 21.
wow.
i heard cb got a bronze, but i am a fan of concert band sac, so its okaaaay! :)
i need maths tuition badly. :(
maths test today was still do-able, but i just completely ignored the bonus question.
hahaha i must remember the formulaaaas!
the past week was good, went for mass three times. once in hope of meeting someone, but sadly it wasn't the case.
haha i loved easter vigil, it was fun. though i would've like to be with my friends..
my sis did entertain me through mass.
haha i miss the church people. illi,cheri,chris,boon,sam,joel,chloe and damien even.
hahaha hoepfully after the 23rd of april, i'll be more free!
i really want the gold with honours, i guess we'll have to work together/
syf is stressful!!!!!!! i am gonna work super hardddddddddddd!
i hope we do well! i just washed the costume with EXTREME CARE.
haha cca was tiring, but i thinkt he dance is so much neater now. YAY!
well, ballet's okay. nanli's joined our grade 7 class.
haha grade 7.. i dunno what to say of the work just yet.
i wanna do inter, hopefully nxt year!
i went to school super early this morning, and now i'm really tired!
finished my homework, so i think i should be going to bathe and all now!
i am so glad things are getting better, hopefully they'll stay this way.
i'm gonna be thankful for every little thing i have from now on!
love rachel :))

"cos i'm not leaving you anymore;
hold on to me, never let me go"

not today;
1:38 PM;

Saturday, April 07, 2007

hello hello hello!
i'm home now, and i'm bored.
yesterday was a long day..
plus i was fighting the stupid flu and sore throat i had.
thankfully, im recovering so yay!
my right eye was super red yesterday, i have no idea why.
but now its ok!
went for a loooong loooong mass, at 3.
then went to parkway and shopped!
i bought a dorothy perkins dress, and novo shoes.
andddd stuff from diva!
haha i love shopping yes i dooo!
sigh, now that syf's coming and indian dance got a gold with honours,
we're really gonna have to work super hard!
i will work super hard! hopefully my body with cooperate.
haha i miss dancing and ballet.
blah, okay i'm offfff!
gotta go to church i think.
k much love,
rachel :)
-i can't believe i dreamt of you.

not today;
5:09 AM;

Thursday, April 05, 2007

uber bad day. :(
i went to the doctor againnnnn!
bahhhhh,
anyway school wasn't too bad.
art sucked though,
and phyllis my dear, cheer up!!
love rachel :)

i wish things were better..
as i looked at our photos,
i realise how much i miss you.
maybe friends aren't forever..
but whatever it is,
no matter what, i'll be here for you. :)

not today;
1:32 PM;

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

its history now.
i am so tired. and i'm sick. :((((((((((((((((((
i have a bad throat and slight flu and i feel all sick and sad.
haha! we didn't do our history graded assignment so we all did it during dnt.
after doing it, i fell asleep in class.. haha i'm THAT tired.
i rmb henny patted my head a few times. :)
my tshirt smelled goooooooood.
haha! it still smells good now. anyway i'm offf,
friendsteringggggggggg!
:) love rachel

not today;
4:06 AM;

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

bleeeeeeah.
today was utterly boring.
i slept so much during class.
my head hurt!!
haha! alex moved to the back, so there i was on both chairs, lying sprawled like some.. i dunno what. something that sprawls anyway.
okay, the only exciting-er thing that happened was miss kate saying smth damn funny.
we were talking abt toilets in china, and she said "you sure see women vaginas everywhere!''
and we were like laughing like crazy. anyway i didn't too well for dance paper.
i never heard of dance theory, seriously.
well i am finally getting maths. i got the questions correct! wheeheee.
haha but i'm getting tuition too.
i'm going to aunty's place after this, to see my godsis! haha i love her lah. shes so cute.
my daddy was damn cute today i swear. he sent me this very sweet message and i was like smiling to myself alot after reading it.
thats the good stuff, but the bad thing is, you still seem like your pissed, which makes me super sad and regretful again.. ah, i lift everything up to HIMMMMM.
okay done here, thanks to angelina for that lovely keychain mirror that says 'boys like me cuz i'm pritty'. its uber cuuuuteeeee!
love, rachel :)

not today;
10:21 AM;

Monday, April 02, 2007

heyy
so many things have happened,
and i'm so thankful for what i have now.
i really will treasure everything i have now,
i'm really afraid to lose any more than i have.
my eyes are so tired from crying,
and they're all puffy and ugly..
oh well. crying does make everything feel better. :)
thanks so much to those who are here for me, you know who you are hopefully..
and i thank you from the bottom of my heart.
i'm learning to be the best i can be, i just hope you can forgive me for what i've done.
i know i'm not perfect, i hope you understand that all i've done is because i'm afraid to lose you.
i really wish we could go back, and i know what to do.. just to make sure that i don't say or do anything stupid again.
all i have now are regrets, and hopefully, i won't repeat them again cos i'm trying as hard as i can.
i love you, really i do. and i don't wanna lose another friend.
love, rachel

not today;
1:29 PM;